I'm kind of in process of getting the character coherent, you might say. I'm still debating with myself about whether I want to bother with a second account for a character, as well.

The existential stuff stems from a few old personal experiences with living and certain religions ; if you're born dead (no heartbeat, life signs) and survive the process, is the soul the same one? Is it doomed to hell having died without baptism? Etcetera. I don't let it apply to my actual life, since my beliefs about the whole mess are pretty open-minded by most standards.