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At some time during this past month, at some hour or other, I finally decided to tak the advice of several people and start looking into getting certified for massage therapy. I've had some practice at it (mostly on one back, but hey) for over 15 years now, so I should be at least decent at it. The trick seems to be finding a place where I can get certified, and then how much it'll be costing. The cheaper places (less than $5000) seem to be nowhere near here.

In other news, today, for no real reason that makes sense to me, my right leg, starting at just above the knee and going all the way down from there, has decided to hurt slightly, but in such a way that I know that if I put all my weight on it, or lean in a particular way, I'll fall over. I know this because this happens to various limbs of mine at seemingly-random times.

In yet other news, I can see outlines to a happy future for myself now. ♥

Been thinking on a few things. Sometimes, being a person who feels almost nothing can be quite useful, as I've demonstrated to myself at funerals, and I imagine there'd be some benefits at disasters, too. It can makes other times boring, like birthdays, weddings, and parties, regardless of the company.

On other occasions, having little/no emotional responses can really drag a being down. A few days ago, I had a nice, deep conversation with someone I hadn't really talked with before, and we were getting along very well, which I think was kind of a unusual experience for the both of us, given how long we chatted. (I think the term 'nice and creepy' was how we agreed it could be called.) I actually felt things once or twice, in itself a rare event at this particular time.

I hope we can talk again, but I'm never sure what's to talk about and what isn't.
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( Thoughts on Suikoden True Runes. )